Serious Responses Only: I Need Advice

I've been having some really intense
internal conflicts recently and it occurred to me to
bring this to the forum - A place where I'm afforded a
certain degree of anonymity.

First I'll have to start with some general background
information (so you can get a better idea of where I'm
coming from)... This will be a relatively long post, so
if you're the type to punch in some stupid, "that's too
long L0L!1" garbage, you can stop right here.

The truth is, I've always felt I was a little different.
Even when I was about six it seemed that I got my
kicks differently than the other boys in my school.
While they were playing football or arm wrestling it
seemed like I was always painting or practicing
violin.

I learned extremely quickly, however, that this was
"unacceptable" by the general standard. I quickly
developed was of veiling this glaring difference.
Most of you on the forum know me as goofy,
spontaneous, etc. etc. - One of my many facades to
avoid the obvious fact that I'm a homosexual.

There it is - first time I've told anybody. Probably the
first time I've ever truly admitted it to myself. I've been
having a really hard time coming to grips with this
fact alone, but it gets even more complicated
(unfortunately).

As some of you may know (or maybe not) I just
returned to a public school after attending private
school for five years. The people are a little less
open-minded, but there is also, I've found, a more
diverse student body - That is to say, more
homosexual guys my age. This is completely new to
me, and with it has come a problem... I'm attracted
to a boy in one of my classes, and am possibly
interested in dating him.

Not only is homosexuality an extremely dangerous
thing to persue in a highschool environment, but I
also haven't (and don't know how to) come out of the
closet. Please help me out on this one guys.

Any advice, personal experience, etc. would be much
aprecciated - as well as your utmost seriousness in
the matter.

-Prod

Edited by -ProDigY-

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	Wait till college. Everyone is out of the closet there. It is okay to have the erection when you gym teacher walks by. I am here for you....


-ProDigY- Members Profile Send Private Message Find Members Posts Add to Buddy List Platinum Member strike 1 4/20 faliure to follow sig rule Joined: 20 December 2002 Location: Argentina Status: Offline Points: 7268	Post Options Post Reply Quote -ProDigY- Report Post Thanks(0) Quote Reply Posted: 31 March 2005 at 9:26pm
	I've been having some really intense internal conflicts recently and it occurred to me to bring this to the forum - A place where I'm afforded a certain degree of anonymity. First I'll have to start with some general background information (so you can get a better idea of where I'm coming from)... This will be a relatively long post, so if you're the type to punch in some stupid, "that's too long L0L!1" garbage, you can stop right here. The truth is, I've always felt I was a little different. Even when I was about six it seemed that I got my kicks differently than the other boys in my school. While they were playing football or arm wrestling it seemed like I was always painting or practicing violin. I learned extremely quickly, however, that this was "unacceptable" by the general standard. I quickly developed was of veiling this glaring difference. Most of you on the forum know me as goofy, spontaneous, etc. etc. - One of my many facades to avoid the obvious fact that I'm a homosexual. There it is - first time I've told anybody. Probably the first time I've ever truly admitted it to myself. I've been having a really hard time coming to grips with this fact alone, but it gets even more complicated (unfortunately). As some of you may know (or maybe not) I just returned to a public school after attending private school for five years. The people are a little less open-minded, but there is also, I've found, a more diverse student body - That is to say, more homosexual guys my age. This is completely new to me, and with it has come a problem... I'm attracted to a boy in one of my classes, and am possibly interested in dating him. Not only is homosexuality an extremely dangerous thing to persue in a highschool environment, but I also haven't (and don't know how to) come out of the closet. Please help me out on this one guys. Any advice, personal experience, etc. would be much aprecciated - as well as your utmost seriousness in the matter. -Prod Edited by -ProDigY-